When you allow yourself to be who you are, you get to realize for the being, which is you. Normally you can’t catch this until you are aware of possibilities that you are choosing.
In previous times, you were choosing that with your points of view from others. Now you have other points of views. You as the Infinite Being are aware of many, including yourself. Where have you bought that the point of view of others is yours? What are you choosing by doing this? What is beneath all that of that awareness for you? What can you choose now, that the last time you were not choosing?